It’s amazing how people in this world, who you genuinely thought were good kind hearted people, suddenly in the blink of an eye turn into the complete opposite. How do they keep that false act on for people until they get bored of them and want the next victim to target?

It’s not a pretty sight, in fact it makes even the most beautiful people in looks become the ugliest in the world.

Although I have to admit, it makes you appreciate those around you who are kind and caring become even more of a shining light in your life. Never act differently to impress someone, it clearly isn’t worth it when some of these people will throw whatever effort you make back in your face. Be yourself and let your true colours shine, because if yours are beautiful then people will notice and appreciate that.

As the years come round again
All I know is what I’m doing this time
Tired of fighting everyone
This time I’m giving up on life for lent

I cannot seem to keep it going
Struggling by on a daily basis
Someone please just give me strength
Or I will give up on life for lent


Those close to me
Will never see
What I hide from
From all their eyes
Saved me one
Too many times
Sorry I can’t
Ease their lives

My life is a mystery
One from a story in a book
Lost in the chapters
Where you never find your escape

Shrouded in the darkness
A turn for the worse
My pages destroyed
Where will I find my escape

Those close to me
Will never see
What I hide
From all their eyes
Saved me one
Too many time
Sorry I can’t
Ease their lives

You are
The people I need around me now
Not those
Lying to make me break it down
Just stop
Holding my life in your palms
I just
Want it to feel like I’m not harmed